Monday, February 23, 2009

:::Back:::

I'm baaaaaaack.
I haven't written in a while due to my recent life experiences... that is, an amazing YWAM adventure.... (which you can read about at my other blog: http://www.jocelynywam.blogspot.org/ if you really really want to.)

But, now its time to return to Earnestly. Earnestly seeking Him.

I love blogging. I really do. I love being able to process out my thoughts and sort out my emotions, and I think writing is the easiest way for me to do that. I do it more for myself than for anybody else, but its cool to have some of you follow along and read little bits and pieces of my crazy life every now&then. :)

Home. Technically, thats where I am now. But I'm not too sure.
Returning to the YWAM base in Honolulu after 2 months of Outreach certainly felt like I was returning home....
Then again, coming back to CO after 5.5 months of being away also felt like I was coming back home.
Then again, being in the arms of the man I'm in love with, wherever he is, whether he comes to visit me in Hawaii or I go see him up on the hill in CO where he lives... ALSO feels like home.
Whats the definition of home anyway??

home:: /hoʊm/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [hohm] Show IPA Pronunciation noun, adjective, adverb, verb, homed, hom⋅ing.
–noun
1.a house, apartment, or other shelter that is the usual residence of a person, family, or household.
2.the place in which one's domestic affections are centered.
3.an institution for the homeless, sick, etc.: a nursing home.
4.the dwelling place or retreat of an animal.
5.the place or region where something is native or most common.
6.any place of residence or refuge: a heavenly home.
7.a person's native place or own country.

And of course, everybody has heard the cliche' phrase::: "Home is where the heart is..."

So sweet. But at times so confusing.
My heart is in Jesus. And He's everywhere. So does that mean my home is wherever He wants me to be according to His perfect plan and will for my life?

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I think I just solved my own problem.
Hahaha.... see why I love blogging? :)