:::2Weeks/4Months:::

(-1 day...)

:)

Two weeks from yesterday.... we will be finding out where Billy gets stationed.
Emotion: ANXIOUS.

Four months from yesterday.... I will be promising forever to the man of my dreams.
Emotion: *Unable to describe w/words.*

But.... I'll try.
I'm SO thankful. Excited. Blessed. Happy. Full of pure JOY. Slightly nervous... but overall I feel more ready for this than anything in my life.

Bill & I have definitely talked quite a bit about this next phase of our lives... (we better have, right?) I mean, word on the street is that marriage isn't all one thinks it will be. Every non-Christian adult that I mention I'm getting married to immediately responds with a sarcastic, "... Too bad." "You sure?" or a "Well good luck."

If there's one thing I'm positively CERTAIN of, it's that we are absolutely NOT going into this phase of life with a naive perspective of what we're getting into. And we have family, friends, and mentors from every phase of our lives growing up that believe in us too... of which I'm so incredibly grateful!!

How do I feel about leaving my family and moving away right in four months??
- Honestly, hasn't hit me too hard quite yet... and I'm sure it will. But at this point in my life, with my heart and relationship with Jesus considered, I'm more than ready to go and live life - real, every waking second life - with my best friend.