::It's Times Like These...::

"... that remind me, there's no such thing as happy endings."

These are the lyrics to a song that two of my best friends wrote. Oddly enough they've been running around in my head all day long, and the funnier thing is that I couldn't disagree with the statement more!

My heart is in mourning tho. My youth pastor and his wife just received news that their baby girl, expected to enter the world in April, actually passed away this morning. This would've been their 4th child and their first daughter. My heart breaks for them... :(

I don't really know why I started this blog. I guess I want to get back into writing a little more, and blogging is definitely a great way to do that. So many things have been going on in my mind lately and it'll be nice to focus and put them all down. It's so easy to let all these things become so stressful in my life, to start worrying about relationships and school and tests and work and family and everything else, and to lose focus on what actual reality is.

And this is what I think actual reality actually is.

...

God's got it in the palm of His hands.
He's had it there since before I even existed and He keeps it there regardless of my decisions or actions or faults or mistakes or victories.

Why?
Because He loves me. Unconditionally. Unconditionally. And I believe that with my whole heart and I will allow my soul to REST in that.
Peace.
Ahh..... it's so nice. :)

It's nice to know that when things seem to be confusing and so "up in the air..." that it's still gonna be ok because God's got the best view of it from up there. I love that!!
And I love Him.
A lot.

... I'll be back. :)